Thursday, January 15, 2015

Fridays Unfolded #140

There are some weeks that simply find me drained of creativity.  This is one of those weeks.

We have had a wonderfully simple week which really leaves me with nothing amazing, creative, or especially interesting to share with you all.

Some weeks I'm just a boring homeschool mom with a pair of knitting needles and a book or two.

Thankfully you all had some really fun things for me to read about while my week went on fairly uneventful.

Some features from last week's link up:

Angela gave us a great method for organizing a mess.  I read a couple years ago a book that encouraged this same method to getting things cleaned out and have found it works much better than however I was doing it before.  This is a great post:


I love tuna salad.  And flatbread.  


I am amazed at people who make furniture beautiful. This is such an adorable remake of an otherwise not-so-pretty table:


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Thursday, January 8, 2015

Fridays Unfolded #139: Breathless and Hungry

This month has found me in all kinds of different states.  I have been busy, lazy, sad, ecstatic, carefree, burdened, loved, endured.

Christmas, the quiet coming of the Messiah, the dawning of a new beginning, always leaves me breathless and exhausted.

I can imagine that's how Mary felt as she brought forth and raised the Savior of the world.  Breathless. Exhausted.

Christmas is an overwhelming spiral of joy that brings us to a place of surrender and worship.

And hungry.

It makes us hungry.  

In December we had a party and you all showed up with some amazing things to eat.  I don't know why it's always food with me...probably because I'm not super crafty anywhere except in the kitchen.

Some features:

Jessica posted a delightful ensemble of peppermint recipes:


I am, personally, not an eggnog fan, but three other people in my family love it.  Nicola had this fun recipe for us to try:


Over at Lou Lou Girls, they posted this delicious looking soup that looks perfect for winter:



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Thursday, December 18, 2014

Fridays Unfolded #138

It's Friday again!

With most of the hard work behind me, I find myself looking to see what little things I can do to help make the season a little brighter for those around me.  I'm running out of time, but food is always welcome and my features from last week are are all about the kitchen.


We have these little squares of deliciousness from Decor to Adore:


These fun little snowmen, showcased at Home Decor Designs, are the cutest:


And then there is this delightful piece of winter from Simply Suzanne's:


While we are on the subject of food, I wrote a fun little poem this week I thought I'd share:

There are cakes and stacks
Of wispy snacks
Of bars and turtles and pies.

There is food galore
Always there's more
Bread: pumpernickel and ryes.

I stand and stare
Completely aware
Of the joyful festive treats

The January fast
Will come with a blast
On the heels of perpetual eats.

Wishing you and yours a Merry Christmas!

Let's see what you all have to share this week...

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Thursday, December 11, 2014

Fridays Unfolded #137

This week.

I don't have words enough to discuss how busy this week was.  Well, I probably do.  But you would be bored to tears reading about it.

Let's just move onto the features from last week's party, shall we?

I have some frozen blueberries and am going to use them in this recipe from Future Expat this week.  Just think! Pancakes without standing over the griddle for 30 minutes! I'm intrigued.


Isn't this the cutest ornament??  She has more examples on her website, Artistic Endeavors.  We are going to make these this week as well.  


This story from Pattie Tierney was so fun to read.  I love stories about things being cherished, lost, and found again.  


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Thursday, December 4, 2014

Fridays Unfolded #136

Thanksgiving passed us by, a blur of turkey and family and pie and coffee.  I trust the holiday found you thankful, full, and ready to move forward to the season of our Savior's birth.

A dear friend of mine has, over the last few weeks, enlightened me to metaphors surrounding Christmas that I've never heard before.  Or if I have, I wasn't listening.

Truths about shopping and exhaustion akin to the traveling and the exhaustion of a very pregnant Mary.  Wrapping the gifts reminding us of our God wrapping Himself in flesh and coming to live a perfect life for us.  Selflessly giving all month, cooking, giving, wrapping, preparing, all pointing to a Savior who has spent eternity preparing for us, giving to us, selflessly serving and watching us unwrap His perfect Gift.

So much for commercialism and the meaning being stripped of Christmas.

I feel like I'm able this year to see through the propaganda and straight into the beauty bound up in the hustle and bustle.

This post today was a sort of icing on this cake I'm being fed, one of enjoying Christmas, embracing the buying, loving the wrapping (okay, loving the idea of the wrapping...baby steps), and joyfully being full of expectation for the coming of Israel's long-awaited Savior.

We are reading Jotham's Journey for Advent this year, a book I bought three years ago but was always too busy to think about beginning, and the kids are just enamored with this story.  Always, the stories are what astound them.

Last week, I shared a rather long-winded note to mothers and did a lot of Christmas shopping the Saturday after Thanksgiving.  (I actually think I'm almost done. Be jealous.)

Let's see what you've been up to, shall we?  But first, some features from our last get-together:

This card from Paper Seedlings was just precious.  I am not crafty like this at all and am always amazed at the things people can create who have this gift:


I am enamored with chalkboards right now and so was drawn to this cute globe created by Hearts in my Pocket.  


And, last but not least, Elizabeth at Just Following Jesus has done a great job of putting together a wonderful idea for Advent.


We have decorated for Christmas and I'd like to get some pictures up for you.  I, however, am not the photographer some of you are.  So consider them "snapshots" not "photographs."  

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Wednesday, November 26, 2014

The Journey Without End: A Thanksgiving Note to Mothers

My baby was born six and a half years ago.  My oldest is almost eleven.  She is, what they call, a tween.  My middle one?  She's eight going on thirty-two.  What does all this mean for me?  I'm not really sure yet.  But I spent the day today at a friend's house who's oldest is turning seven.

And I realized.  She is in a different place than I am.  

The place where I melted and was rebuilt just a few short years ago.  The place where everything revolves around laundry and dishes and nap time.

I saw it in her eyes - the desperation of a woman who is trying to be everything to everyone and keep the floor clean in the process.  The heart of a girl turned mother who just wants to smile at her kids genuinely and clean perfectly and make the right meals and love her husband and plan the parties, wrap the presents, keep the laundry done, nurse the baby, keep control, love big. You know.

You know.  

I know.


The perfectionism that runs deep and leaves us entangled in a web of deceit.  It's a hard place to live - where perfectionism and ineptitude meet and beg us to pick one.  The place where we are never enough but have to be enough and who, exactly, do we believe?

I don't feel old enough or wise enough to offer advice to anyone.  Especially not mothering advice.

But I do want to offer something.   Because I did, just a few short years ago, nurse the babies and empty the dishwasher and fail at laundry and react all. day. long. Then I cried into my pillow and wondered why I was so bad at it and why was it all so much harder than it was supposed to be?

Oh but there was love and there were playdates and there were giggles and markers and cookies and flour-dusted cheeks, and of course we all know it's not all as awful as some women want to make you believe.  We all know there is true joy in service and that, at the end of the day, giving all you had is therapeutic and Biblical and life-giving.

But it doesn't make it easy.

Here's the thing, though, mother-newer-than-I.  I have a confession for each and every one of you, the ones who just know it will all be easier in a few years.

It's not.  Not really.

Oh sure, the laundry is usually caught up and the I have children who actually help empty the dishwasher and don't just grab the knives and take off running, laughing.  And I know the truth - that right now, when I say, flippantly, "Oh sure, the laundry is caught up," that you roll your eyes and think about how I don't remember how stressful that is.  I know because I did it to.

But I do remember.  I remember that stress and it is real.  But you know what's real to me right now?
What keeps me awake these days?

What I'm going to tell my daughter about sex.  How I am going to prepare her for her body changing and the monthly inconvenience that awaits her in such a short time.  How I am going to help my other daughter through her anxiety issues.  How I'm going to protect my youngest daughter from the things my older girls knew nothing about when they were six.

How do I protect them from the world as they start to enter it?  With one foot inching steadily into womanhood, dragging her sisters right behind her, I find myself wishing my only issue was the crying or the dishes.

Here's the thing.  I read plenty of books about nursing babies.  I did not, however, take the time while I was chasing the toddlers and folding the laundry and nursing those babies to read anything about what to do when they ask you what the f-word is or how to explain that ass means rear-end or donkey, but you can't say it aloud.

We have to talk about communion and what it means and how holy it is and we have to discuss big life issues that, honestly, I don't even understand sometimes.  They need to see me reading my Bible and how I react to their father suddenly matters in a big way because they are watching.  And listening to every word I say.  All day long.  There is no hiding, there is no naptime, there is only me in my sinful, very sinful, state, living alongside them, messing up even more things than before and this time the stakes are a lot higher.

So why do I say all of this?

Because there is a lot of advice and admonishment going around and it looks like this:  "Enjoy it because soon enough it will be over."  Really?  Is it ever really over?  And do we really want it to be?


The problem with all the advice about enjoying it and getting through it and leaving the mess behind you is that it cheapens it.  It pretends that right now doesn't matter.  Only later.  Only when it's over can you be happy because this part is hard, but it's almost over.  What a horrible way to live, always looking for the end of this holy thing you are doing.  What if instead I told you it never ended, only evolved?  Then could you, could I, could we, collectively, stop just surviving, waiting for the proverbial light at the end of this dizzying, mystifying, beautiful, ordained tunnel?

Motherhood is not like some crazy fast ride at an amusement park where, if we can just hold on, we will arrive at the end breathless and alive, giggling loudly, "Wow! What a ride!  Hey, you over there! Is this your first time?  Be sure to enjoy it...it goes so fast! It'll be over before you know it."  Then we wander into the park, looking for the next cheap thrill with which to amuse ourselves.

Motherhood, parenting, loving, purifying, discipling...these are not tasks to be taken lightly. They stand together as a single, never-ending act of worship.

It's not a sojourn, this momentous calling placed upon us by the King of the universe.  It is not a stopping over until something better comes along, until we have fulfilled our duties, or service, only to be thrown aside as "that thing we did once when we were young."  It is, in fact, a journey.  A journey to the cross, to the destruction of perfectionism, to the execution of our flesh, the end of which is only the beginning, where we stand, holding our grandchild in our arms, look up at the face of her mother as she implores, "Does it get easier?  Will I ever sleep again?"  Your heart squeezes tight as you ache for her to know that the sleepless nights wane but the essence of always being available does not.  That her milk will dry up but her tears will forever run in the wake of the child you hold.  And I'll say to her that day what I say to you now and what I believe to be true.  

The problem with always looking to tomorrow for joy is that it robs us of today.  

Motherhood is not something we are supposed to simply survive until its finally over.  It is, in fact, a journey without end.  A joyous, beautiful, heart-wrenching, soul-squeezing, love-filled, miraculous journey.  Every insecure step drenched in grace and love and beauty.

Because a life spent traveling is a life spent living.  You've heard the old adage that we should always choose the experience when given a choice between that and stuff.  We can both agree, even while you change the diapers and clean up the spills, even while I stumble over a succinct explanation of the trinity, that this particular journey is one upon which we were called to commence and therefore, there is life in the walking. There is joy in the giving.  There is hope in the running.  Not hope that it will soon be over...but Faith that it never will be.  And relishing in this truth, loving our lives, slowing down to embrace it all and count it as joy, because it's the life we were given and our Father gives only the most precious of gifts.

Let's be thankful today for the path laid out before us.  That the road we walk has no end.  That we can stop waiting for the light at the end of the proverbial tunnel and start pointing out landmarks along the way.  That today, and every day, is right now.  That right now is available, beautiful, meant to be wondered at and embraced in the fullest of ways.



Thursday, November 20, 2014

Fridays Unfolded #135: Pies, Salmon, and a New Word

Thanksgiving is knocking down on our door with Christmas following close behind.  For some reason, however, it feels more like January outside than November.

In other words?

It's freezing.  Every day, it is freezing.

I hear we will have some warmer temperatures this weekend.  If they are right, I will sit outside all day and stare at the sun.  I am completely serious.

Around my house, we have been cooking.  The girls and I have been working together creating warm meals and a pie (or two) to help ward off the frost in our bones.  (Did I mention it's cold?)

Let's see what you all have been up to this week...

I think the girls would love to make these little miniature pecan pies from Natasha in Oz.  They look adorable.


This next one is right up my alley.  I adore salmon.  I've never eaten a salmon dish I didn't like and this one from Two Kids and Tired Cooks looks just as good, if not better, than the others I've made.  I can't wait to try it.


This next one is probably my favorite.  It's a new word (we all know how I love those) and it...well...it is just...so me.  I keep turning my head, reading her titles and trying to decide if I need any of them.  You know.  For my own stack of similarly acquired books.


Which reminds me of this quote that someone sent me a while back:



That's it for my week.  Now it's your turn!

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